are you not understood? Do you think you are the one always wrong? then Hello friend, you are me.

I was once a best friend to few, that friendship broke due to misunderstandings and miscommunication. It's been months, I thought I moved on. I said to myself it is just a friendship, yes, maybe it is the only one, which made u feel connected but it's fine. you will find friendship again. I waited, I thought the wound is gone until I saw all of them together enjoying, smiling and dancing. It made my heart tremble, I felt alone, I felt anger, I felt betrayed. I don't know why, but I felt worst. I cried for hours; my body was shaking every time I saw them. I was all alone and I felt deserted.

No one is able to understand why I am taking this so deep to heart, I myself could not understand why I am crying? it took time for me to be truly happy while they are around. I blamed myself many times saying I was the one who is at wrong. When I remember the day, on which I was surrounded by my best friends who were accusing me of being the bad guy, I shivered. I was unable to stand alone in crowd for months, I needed a person beside me always holding my hand. 

 This incident which may sound small, for which people thought I reacted too much. But this taught me people who are dealing with shit are not strong, they are just not running away. They are going through it instead of running away. They understand it is okay to be misunderstood, it is okay to feel bad, it is okay to not have everything running smooth. They just don't give up on them for hating themselves for few days. 

So, it's okay if you are not understood, if you feel you are the one who is at wrong. You just need to understand, it's common to feel that way. You will love yourself again in no time, just understand it is okay. All that matters is you are trying.